A Fifth Season is a place of pause to grieve the death of my first and only child. A season characterized by reflection on the big stuff and the little stuff that this mom encounters as I parent the memory of my child, and my child, in loving return, parents my heart.
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Hating work and the time sucker that it is
I'm just hating work and the time sucker that it is. I need time to grieve. I need time to reflect. I need time to pause. Time to breathe. Time to think. Time. No, I need NOT-time, not a shift, but an end to the "space-time continum." I'm getting my work done, succeeding with a variety of tasks, but instead of feeling good and glowing in a sense of accomplishment, I feel crappy. Crap, crap, crappy.
Hating work and the time sucker that it is. There I said it and I'm glad. (now back to work)
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Amen Sister!!!
ReplyDeleteSeriously, I agree. Time is so short, so precious, and there seems never enough of it for the important stuff. For grief work, for remembrance, for honoring those we love with kindness projects. Work takes away those fleeting moments that life should be lived.
I am sorry you feel like crap. Do you see me in the dark corner waving? I am there.
Amy