A Fifth Season is a place of pause to grieve the death of my first and only child. A season characterized by reflection on the big stuff and the little stuff that this mom encounters as I parent the memory of my child, and my child, in loving return, parents my heart.
Missing Caitlin today. Still can't call it an "anniversary," but it is an important time marker; she's been gone for two years. Now she's forever in our hearts--it's not enough for a parent, but it's what we have.
"It's not enough -- but it's what we have." So, so true! Wishing you a peaceful day.
ReplyDeleteYou are just a month and a day ahead of me. I'm so sorry she is not in your arms as well as your hearts. Thinking of you.
ReplyDelete(((hugs)))
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and Caitlin and wishing you an easy day.
Thinking of your family and hoping for a peaceful day.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry honey. I understand, and I'm remembering your sweet girl with you.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you all today and wishing you peace. ((Hugs))
It's not enough, it just is what it is. Hugs and comfort to you on this sad day.
ReplyDeleteWishing peace for you today and everyday.
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry for your loss.
Thinking of you and Caitlin today and sending love.
ReplyDeletethinking of you. Wishing there was something more..
ReplyDelete--Trish
Abiding with you on this day of remembering (among all the other days of remembering).
ReplyDeleteYoure so right, it's never enough. Praying for you today! HUGS!
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and remembering your daughter.
ReplyDeleteRemembering your Caitlin and abiding with you. With much love.
ReplyDeleteRemembering Caitlin. With Sympathy.
ReplyDelete{{{hugs}}}
ReplyDeleteThinking of you and sweet little Caitlin today. Two years.. how does time pass?
ReplyDelete(((((hugs)))))
No, it's not enough. It can't be enough. But we have to make do, somehow.
ReplyDeleteRemembering Caitlin with you today.
(((Hugs)))
ReplyDeleteI wish, for you, that Caitlin was in your arms and in your heart.
Peace, my friend.
Remembering Caitlin with you. Holding you close.
ReplyDeleteHugssssssss Remembering beautifuk Caitlin with you. Wish she were here today - a beautiful 2 year old.
ReplyDeleteI'm a little late but my thoughts are with you...
ReplyDeleteI'm a little late but I'm so very sorry...big hugs...
ReplyDeleteRemembering your beautiful daughter Caitlin. xo
ReplyDeleteI am a bit tardy, but please know you and your sweet girl were in my thoughts. Much love to you. xoxo
ReplyDeleteRemembering Caitlin and wishing she were by your side. xo
ReplyDeleteWishing you gentle days ahead and remembering with you.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you - sending hugs, Nan xo
ReplyDeleteJust thinking of you and remembering your sweet, sweet Caitlin. I'm so sorry she isn't here physically.
ReplyDeleteYou have made it 2 years... and that is something.