A Fifth Season is a place of pause to grieve the death of my first and only child. A season characterized by reflection on the big stuff and the little stuff that this mom encounters as I parent the memory of my child, and my child, in loving return, parents my heart.
I want to put my hand on her shoulder. I want to tell her a joke that will upturn the corners of her mouth. I want to make her favorite foods.
ReplyDeleteI cannot give her what she wants most.
We've missed you.
ReplyDeleteAnd great comment Lavender Luz. I want to do the same.
xo